May 2012
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I kind of want to come back to this.
I miss having a place where I sort of just got lost in all the things I could never express to those around me and then being able to just go back to normal life. I don’t know though it doesn’t feel the same and I doubt I could write like I used to but I guess the point is that what I say/do means something to me and I’m not just writing to...
April 2011
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There are some people you meet and you can just feel their entire persona. Where you can almost see who they are shining right through them. Literally everything they say whether simple or complex is direct from the heart and their actions aren’t based on the influence of others.
Whether it’s true goodness or true assholeness I have respect for those who stand by their beliefs...
chillarybanks asked: <333
Having a speech impediment is the worst sometimes. Worst, miss, where, beach, and almost all things involving “s” generally come out jumbled and slurred. Coupled with the fact that I talk extremely low and my occasional Valley Girl accent just makes it 2x’s better. It’s not as bad when I’m nervous though, me while nervous equals’s: “Yeah, Sfgbfdj gdnlsfo...
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browneyedwaitress asked: I don't think I've told you but I'm glad you're back. When you left I was like, "Nooo." 'cause you're one of my favorites :)
This may just be me, but the people who don’t believe in God or any set religion are becoming far more annoying than the bible thumping Christians they fight against. I personally don’t see the need to bash a religion just because you don’t believe in it.I understand the idea that there is no logical reasoning behind the idea of God regardless of that you should still respect...
I imagine death will befall me in some type of book related accident:
Walking while reading
Driving while reading
Cooking while reading
Attempting to do rewire my computer by reading
Jump starting my car while reading
Attempting to end the life of an author for ending a book horribly, while reading
Bury me with my books though.
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I have a bad habit of latching onto things, usually books, an album, or some other object and literally becoming obsessed. It’s like it seemingly engulfs my entire being and I find myself sitting for hours on end focused on it with no movement whatsoever.
It’s more so with books than anything. It’s an amazing feeling to just pick up a book and have the whole...
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Is it so hard to think before you post on facebook about how you sucked homeboy up in the back seat of his car or how you fucked her and dropped her?
Is that really what’s cool these days, letting everyone and their mom know your biz? Laying down with someone regardless if it’s a one night stand or just another time with your respective other should remain between: you, them, and the...
March 2011
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I’ve become more of a listener than anything lately. I haven’t run out of things to say quite the opposite actually. I just don’t feel the need to say anything. I no longer feel the need to assert my every thought and opinion into everything and on everyone. I feel like it’s my greatest accomplishment to actually learn to shut my mouth for once and instead open my eyes and...
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Every time I bring up my New York move to my mom she makes sure to inform me that I’m going to be raped and killed upon immediately stepping off the plane. Today alone I’ve had to sit through an entire Law & Order: SVU marathon with her yelling “See, Natalie. RAPE. It’s going to happen to you!”
On a side note 23 registered sex offenders live in my zip code, 4...
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How can there possibly be a right and a wrong to anything, when there are so many conflicting opinions, lifestyles, view points to everything? In essence everything is merely perception and nothing is wrong, right, good, bad.
Give out to much info, you give others the ammo to hurt you. Don’t give out enough you don’t give them the ability to be the holster to protect you (Corny...
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My uncle died recently and it’s just been…strange to say the least. I wasn’t particularly close to him but ever since his death I keep going over the little moments we did share. The time he snuck my bestfriend and I wine coolers when I was 16, or when he found out about me smoking and he tore into me with a lecture.
I can’t even be in a room when people bring it up, but I...
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The subject of interracial came up in a discussion I was having with a friend of mine and I happened to mention to her my deep love of Black men and being Black for that matter. Don’t get me wrong I love men of every race and with my living in an area that is around 70% Latino most of my previous boyfriends have been of Hispanic decent.
I don’t feel it’s racist of me to say I...
polo-roid replied to your post: I need something to channel all this pent…
Bring that ass over this way.
I plan to make the news my first day “Short Californian girl leaves a string of mayhem within minutes of stepping into the city”. You & I are wrecking major havoc!
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I need something to channel all this pent up energy into. I’ve tried everything writing, running, throwing myself into school and work but nothing seems to be cutting it. I don’t have much interest to ACTUALLY do anything, I just need something to distract me from my current thoughts for awhile. I’m beginning to get antsy waiting around for something new to spark my obsessive...
maaneater:
I often have some heartfelt shit to write. But when I proceed to write it & read it, I realize it’s highly gay. Then I delete it because I remember my level of thugness won’t allow that level of gayness.
It’s hard out here for a pimp.
Generally.
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One of the main things I missed about Tumblr/tumbling was the select group of chill, down to earth, funny people. I made a few real connections with a lot of people I would personally consider life long friends. I also met a lot of people who that I just cannot stand, people who if I saw in the streets I would drop kick in a heart beat.
I’m trying to avoid all the trolling and negativity...
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